After two days of crying and sleeping I woke up pretty tired this morning. My husband is going to stay. Either way I have to work on me. I guess I would call this a bit of a detour. It takes a lot of energy to do the simple things I always took for granted. I did a tiny bit of shopping for food and was polite to the folks I saw, smiling as I masked the pain inside. When I got home I put the food away and took two of my prayer sticks that I hadn't painted or decorated and used them to prop up two tomato plants. They worked pretty well. the weather was just right today and for the first time in weeks I walked my labyrinth. I was mindful of each ring and each chakra it represented. When I got to the center I forced myself to find things to be thankful for. The warm breeze felt good and so did the sun on my face. I hadn't eaten much over the past few days so I made a lunch and ate it. A college gounselor caled about my going back to school but this just isn't the time to talk about that. I think I will wait awhile. A call came in for an interview and I said yes. At least is sin't until Wednesday.By now I was tired again so I took a pill knowing the family would be getting home soon and took a little nap. When I woke up and went to the kitchen I noticed that the bananas were getting too ripe so I found a recipe for whole wheat banana muffins and made them. Then I made supper. I had bought some frames the other day so I printed out some of my flower photos and framed them. I know it sounds so boring but it was wonderful to be able to do these few things and enjoy them. I am kind of feeling like I am a bit breakable and the least little bit of stress could send me over the edge. Each step is a blessing.
Thank you Lord for the blessings today. Love and Light Anne
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