Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Feeling Better

Everyday seems to be better than the last. I am now feeling like I am out of the fog. I looked back at the emails I sent out when I was going through the break down and it is a little scary. I pray that I never get that low again. A very good friend told me about a website that I should check out www.starchildglobal.com and to read the following item "Earthlog 1st August: Solar Eclipse and... here we go!". I think this may have something to do with my breakdown. At least it may have contributed to it. We as Lightworkers are very sensitive to energy changes. I have also learned that it isn't always what is happening in my life but how I react to it. I need to take care of me and keep myself happy. I am the only one who can make myself happy and I shouldn't depend on others to do it for me. Of course there are things that people do that make me feel good. It is up to me to continue that good feeling and not depend on others for it.
I went to see a movie for the first time in a couple of years. The movie was "Mama Mia". I laughed so hard and truly enjoyed myself. I can't stay cooped up in this house so much. I need to get out and be around people. Maybe this break down was a blessing in disguise. I now know that I can't go on living like a hermit. I need to be around people, I need to be outside in the sunshine or even in the rain. I need to love the person I am inside and know that I am ok! Thank you all for your love and support. Love and Light Anne

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